On 5/7/2020, me and Jared admitted to the hospital for his scheduled inguinal hernia operation the next day. We reached around 830am. The ward was empty, only us.
Registered ourselves then stayed at the ward. Nurses came to took Jared away for blood test and drip needle head installed. Nurses asked me to stay in ward as they only do the procedure in the treatment room next to the ward. All i heard was Jared's screaming and crying. Poor little boy. When he is done, he is sobbing without sound already.
We were put into this cage bed to avoid baby falling. Luckily big enough that i can sleep together too.
Slowly more patients checked in at the ward with the same hernia issue.
I was told by the nurse to start his fasting at 4, its actually 4am, i heard 4pm, guilty die for fasting him for nothing for 6 hours. Im sorry son. Quickly breastfeed him and he sleep soundly.
He was the 1st case for operation out of 6 cases. 730am we were called to change into operation gown. So kelian to see him wearing a oversize gown on his small body. He cried when we went in the OT. Dr put him to sleep and i have to go outside and wait. Bei wait together with me.
After 1 and 1/2 hour, nurse called outside the OT "Jared's mum". Quickly went in and my poor baby just woke up after the operation. Were told to breastfeed him, he cried so weakly. Dr and nurses comforting him when im in.
After a while we were sent back to ward. Dr asked to feed him again when he was awake fully.
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| Resting with my baby |
May God bless my children with good health.























































